Phew! after a long time...
This one is completely unintentional. There were a lot of feelings building up! And i jus needed a place to let it go. I dont know what am I typing..whatever u may come across below...is pure spontaneity.!

SAME HERE


I'm floating...i'm flowing
as 'n where the waters take me...
I'm complaining! I'm rejoicing...i'm at peace..i'm at the top of fury!
I feel like I'm all over the place..
and I feel like I'm nowhere to go!
I'm clueless..I'm lost.
I know the direction...'times i don't..


I wonder if its an illusion..
or am i forced to interpret things I don't want to.


I'm lazy I'm tired .. to perceive the happenings.
I wanna be alone...but I don't wanna be left alone...
Do i speak my mind up?
Or Do i find myself little?
Do i know how to love..
Or am i the hater?


I am unaware...I am unwilling.
I believe..'Ignorance is Bliss'
And yet I cant Ignore..


I want you to help me..
And I don't need any help.
I expect the least sympathy
But it don't make me look like self.!


Sumtimes i wanna stop..and keep it that way
Sometimes i wanna keep treading the wrong way.
Sometimes i forget what am i supposed to be
But i realize......... that's how it works with me.!


Self centered..am i?
Or am i nosy in your matters!
I'm livin' in my own bubble
Though u might seem to have sum trouble
understanding me.
The picture to you would never be clear.
but trust me..
on this side...the reply's -"same here!"