WOULD IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE ?

Would it make a difference if I be kind to myself and to others, 

If i push forward my grievances for later..and try to live the present.

Not to mention..even the present Ain't all merry n bliss afterall.

It's a bit too much to ask for :)

Would it save me from the guilt forever?

I guess not..but I've got to make a choice. 

To live it now and end the suffering somehow..

Or to keep waiting until the same happens some other day.

It can't be denied. :/

But do I share this..?
And how??

when I am uncertain of what this really is...!

When there's no chance you let your vulnerabilities show...
When you wish for everything BUT sympathy!

What do you do?

Why is giving solutions to others so easy..even in the worst scenarios?

and make it work.

The dilemma cannot be displayed...not even an inch...
I guess cleavage of this kind is restricted for me ;)


I've let the society think of me with freedom of thought.
I've respected opinions...despite my deviated mind.

Then why on earth would I care about living with guilt?

Why do I want to apologize in my dream after badmouthing a foe.?!

Who wished for such an upbringing!  phew!
Am i supposed to be grateful or to abhor how i am brought up to be.?

What if I had been able to think entirely like a woman?
What if i'd been able to hurt without regret?

What if i'd been given the opportunity of choosing my decisions myself...
rather than an unknown force dragging me onto the unpredictable path..

and let me tread it bewildered..just to find out

 how long it takes to unfold the reasons for being here!!?

hah :)

What If He,who has been taking pride and joy in playing with this puppet,
would have gifted me with a molecule more of patience!!

What if I could see the big picture before travelling into it.

What if He freed me of all the "What If"s !

This maze, I believe, isn't meant to be known beforehand.

I wish it had been a bit less interesting....

knowing why the time's come, when it's come.! :/

  


:) Would It Make A Difference?